On-and-off Relationship

Have you ever been in an on-and-off relationship?
Or, even worse, a pause-and-play one?
It's the worst right?

You know you love each other, but you both think of yourself highly. So when problem arises, it goes on with a bang. Sometimes the tiniest problem can lead to a huge argument. Sometimes you two will go on babbling about "I don't really need you that much anyway". But you both do the same when the other one said [in the verge of tears ofc] "I think we should break up", you'll surrender, you'll lower yourself and say "Please don't. I still love you so much. We can talk about this please"

And then you two kissed and hugged and whatever.
And every huge argument [that sometimes includes crying and screaming] suddenly goes...'poof'...

One night you confess your undying love to each other. Tickle him/her just because you two love to play with each other that much. Spending the night just looking at each other eyes and thinking "wow I'm so lucky to have him/her".
But the next morning you'll be off with huge fight about how he/she never listened to any of your advises and how he/she never care about your future together and how tired you are of him/her.
But in the evening, you two will be allright and probably will spend dinner together.

You know you love each other.
But you both have towering ego you both can't lower.
So it lead to unnecessary argument.
And unnecessary pain.
But you both love each other that much.
That you both choose to stay...
...and continuing that unhealthy-tiring-super bothersome-pain in the ass-on-and-off relationship thingy that hurt so much.
Everybody told you to stop..
...that it's not a healthy relationship...
...that he/she isn't worth it anyway...
...that you deserve much better.
But you chooses to stay.

Can you understand me?

Have you ever been in an on-and-off relationship?

Because I do.